So shut your mouth and hold me close.

Wow. 2 blogs within a week how cool am I huh? Haha. This one will be different the other though. This one will focus solely on two things. One Tree Hill and music. =) Anywayyyy. My music world has hit a drastic slump lately. Without the ipod (USB ghosts stole my USB cable!) Ive not had the need to get new music. Got a new USB cable though so now Im back to getting music as often as I can. Soooo what better place to get new music from then the one place that never fails to give me at least one new song to love? Yep. One Tree Hill. This show which I used to hate by the way. Anyone noticing a trend? I always hate the most amazing things in life for awhile...then completely grow fond of them. Totally off subject though hah. Alright so we're now in season 7 of this amazing show and of course it's given my music world the 'shock' of its life. Haha. Ive been introuduced to the most amazing band Ive heard in awhile...Wakey! Wakey! Yes I know weird name but hey what good band doesnt have a weird name? This band has some of the most amazing lyrics and just the sound is ahhh. Amazing wonderful perfect. Just yeah Im addicted. Love them! Of course One Tree Hill has also given me bands and artists such as. Bethany Joy Galeotti, Travis, Tyler Hilton, Everly, Citizen Cope, Kate Voegele...I could go on and on and on...(I wont) haha. So yeah pretty much my music world is out of its slump and has come back with a vengeance.
Now onto the other reason for this blog. Im actually going to talk about the show haha. Monday's One Tree Hill was amazing! Probably my new favorite episode it had everything a good episode of Tree Hill needs. Humor, Drama, Romance, Dan Scott. (What? I love Paul Johansson) he makes me happy. Now of course I miss my Leyton but Ive grown to love Quinn/Clay. So Im pretty much addicted to this show and think that it's going to suck majorly if this in fact the last season. But anyway. Im done babbling about music and about Tree Hill. So Im off. Check out the bands mentioned youll love them...if you have decent music taste anyway :)

You'll always be my thunder.

Ack! Yes...that is my new favorite word deal with it. Anywayyy life as of now. Simple. I am what I am and refuse to change for anyone. Tried that whole changing thing once...to fit someones moods didn't exactly work out in my favor. Still friends though but will never have the relationship we once had. It's about time I realized that....it's taken me long enough hah. Uhm other then that life is life...it has it's up moments and it's down moments strangely enough the down moments always seem to be the ones that I get stuck with lately.
This week has been the best week I've had in quite a while now and funny thing is it's because of me...which is odd because I'm not used to making myself happy. I usually let that fall into the hands of someone else whether it be a friend or a guy. This time it's all me it gives me a sense of independence that I seem to have lost in the last few years. Don't think I've felt this calm since the summer of Brad... ack. I've always had a storm raging inside me but within this last year I find myself calm and maybe even a bit more mature then I once was. (Hey I said maybe!) Haha. It's hard to imagine I'll be 21 next month...Wow 21 years and I have yet to reach my full potential well all that's about to change... Scary huh? I know! Trust me no one is as scared as I am. Hah. Anyway this makes no sense to anyone but me I'm sure. This is the most personal blog I've written in awhile...will probably be the only one I write for awhile cause I'm sure I'll forget bout this site... if Brandi lets me anyway. Later Days!
*Shan*